| ok so long time no type on this thing me and emily broke up about 4 or so months ago not upset just wish we were still together but i have moved on and am with a girl name alysia and she is amazing i could not be happier i tottaled my car back in december and that sucked i got a new car now so im good im working at burlington coat factory in kennesaw come vist me if yal get a chance so many people quit using this but yea emily if u ever get on here im sry for the pain i might have put u threw im sry for the way i was when we dated im sry for everything im happy to see that u have moved on it hurts sometimes when i think back to what we had and the fact we were engaged u were amazing and i hope for the best i guess thats all for now
darrell |
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| Im Lost im confused im stressing over things i normally don't i just don;t understand why when i have been with emily for almost a yr that now she is starting alot of stuff with me i just don't understand it i appreciate the friends i have right now such as my exgirlfriend laura and everyone else u guys have really made me realize the good things in life and everything else i appreciate it so much if u knew what it means to have friends like yal in my life thanks for everything kerri one of these days im going to meet u i just know it u have really been there when i have needed advice or whatever and i really do appreciate it i just need time to think things over and i just got a new job but i want things to be so perfect but there not and i don't understand why i just wish things where good emily needs to trust me that things will be fine thanks everyone for everything not a day goes by that i don't think of u emily kerri thanks for the support ur the most amazing friend ever |
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| long time since last entry everything with me and emily are good now and im going to a benifit concert in a couple of weeks and am so exicted to go relationship is getting better finally communication im so happy i could cry kerri thanks for everything your the coolest friend ever im so ready to meet u so yea im happy go lucky at this point i shall right again very soon |
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| I THOUGHT RELATIONSHIPS WERE ABOUT TALKING AND HAVING FUN AND COMMUNICATING APPERENTLY NOT IM SO SICK OF EMILY NOT TALKING TO ME WHEN I CALL HER AND IT MAKES ME UPSET CAUSE WHEN I CALL SOMEONE I HOPE TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH THEM AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE IS JUST SILENT I SWEAR GIRLS ARE JUST SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND AND I WISH I UNDERSTOOD THEM I LOVE HER BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM JUST FRUSTRATED THAT SHE WILL NOT TALK TO ME AT ALL I WISH I HAD THINGS THE WAY THEY SHOULD BE A RELATIONSHIP WITH COMMUNICATION A GIRLFRIEND WHO WANTED TO TALK TO ME WHEN I CALL EVERYTHING BUT SOMETIMES I WONDER ABOUT EMILY SHE JUST HAS NO CLUE I GUESS I CALL AND NEED TO TALK BUT I GUESS I JUST WON'T CALL ANYMORE |
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| so today im going to ride with a fed ex driver and help him deliver packages and stuff which should be so amazing and then tuesday i have orentation at walmart at 11am people u better come see me at walmart when i start working there or i will hurt u me and emily are doing ok will we see how it goes for the next few months im ready to move out of my house and try the real world god has really been amazing in my life so yea
darrell
darrell and emily together as always on 10/30/2006 |
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